i said you were an idiot, but you took my hand anyway

i wonder what is going to happen in the new year. it's so hard to predict what the future is going to bring. but what i know for sure is that o9 is the year that i will finally graduate. hurray!! i can't wait.

i have been thinking a lot about what i want to be. or become. i have so many ideas, but lately i have especially had my eyes on the 'lassale - college of the arts' in singapore. i first found this place trough a friend who study there. it looks like a great place, and it's nice to know someone who is not that far away, so that i wouldn't feel all alone. i'm so scared of traveling all by myself, and i'm such a shy person, so for me it would be kind of hard to just go up to someone and say: hey, wanna be friends? well ... anyways. i think the architecture of the college is really beutiful. it's very modern and artsy. i'd love to study at a place like that. i think that in a creative building you would also be able to have a creative mind. there are so many interesting things to study there, such as fashion, fine arts, film, music and so on. what i'd like to study there is art photography. reading about it, really made me want to go there. i also hope that maybe i would see my indonesian friend aishanatasha there. we have both been thinking of trying to get in at lassale. oh gosh, it could be so much fun. yay!

right now i'm working on my portfolio and has started to save up some money (unfortunately, i need a lot) and hope that i can maybe get a scholarship. it could be great, since i'm really broke. haha.. oh, i really hope i can get in. i probably won't, but it can't hurt to try.

you have to follow your dreams. that's what they say.