a video/song that made me happy today. i hope it'll do the same to you.

last weekend i went to london with my friend to look for places to live. not flats (we'll take that later), just places. we hope to move there in august or september this year. being there i never ever wanted to go back home. it was so wonderful. everything. the people, the atmosphere, the architecture, the parks, the night life, the cafés, the shopping. everything. we met some really nice people there. i'm extremely shy and so is my friend so to say that makes me lauph a little. but we did. i can't wait to go there for good, find a job and feel happy. i think i will feel home there. safe and sound. like a fish in the sea.

i know these pictures aren't perfect. they are not even clear, but i seem to like the sillyness of them. the sun had been away for very long, but suddenly it appeared as had it heard my wish. last weekend i went to copenhagen with my friend and we met up with our other friend who moved there in december last year. we had such a wonderful time. the weather was beautiful and we enjoyed every single moment of it. i can still sence sun on my back. we said goodbye and see you to our friend on sunday. i miss her already.

what i dream about:

moving somewhere else, somewhere bigger, a capital with interesting people and places to go to. learning how to speak japanese. i've always wanted to be able to speak all the languages in the world, but i know this is not possible. having a nice little apartment filled with nice little things from all over the world, not to mentioned the nice little posters of all my favourite films. going back to long time favourite places such as edinburgh, london, paris and berlin, taking pictures of everything i see. seing the sunset in indonesia, drinking coffee in nyc, standing on the top of tokyo tower. i could continue for ages. i want to travel all around the world. meeting with my wonderful friends who i have never met in real life. becoming a photographer. finding someone special who likes me for who i am.

what do you dream about?

when i was just a little boy i dreamt of becoming a movie maker. i had so many ideas and sometimes i even played the scenes i'd imagine in my head. when we were kids we all had dreams of what we wanted to be as an adult. often the girls would answer: "a supermodel or a singer. i want to be famous", and the boys would probably want to be famous too. but what's so fancy about fame? isn't the most importent thing that you are happy with what you are doing? some people choose their education from how many money they'll own. but i could never do that. i could never go to work everyday thinking, geez this is not my dream, but what the heck i'll get rich! i want to do something that makes me happy. something that makes me smile. and you know what? fuck money! happiness is more importent.